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2 years ago
Screening my smokes*
The following is an e-mail from the past, composed on Wednesday, May 13, 2009, and sent via FutureMe.org
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Dear FutureMe,
you should still remember who and what brought you into doing this. you’ve been a bum for almost a month now and it seems like you’re not doing something to change it. sure, you’re just waiting for your starting date, for may 28. 2009 to come but how come you’ve lost interest to something as important as putting food on the table? i hope that you can find a remedy for this and i hope that you will be in a better place when you read this. i know that it’s just a break that you need and a month is sufficient enough for that wandering mind of yours. so prove yourself to me and be the best person you can be. i have faith in you.
PS.
make this day special, happy 22nd birthday!
Liveeverymomenttoitsutmost,
forgivingyou.*****
Ugghh, saw this sitting in my ever-interesting inbox today and it surely brought my stomach upside down. Three months ago, i stumbled across this hogwash called FutureMe.org. I wrote a letter, set a certain time to receive it, (*yup, because i love myself too much, i set to have it on my b-day!) sent it to my email and forgot about it and whhhaaaalaaa!…here it is now, sending shivers down to my very spine! just notice how lame i wrote it. even a gradeschooler can outdo this. and nope, nothing of those balderdash has come into reality. aug 13 2009 sucks big time! i lost my head and went to work that day, just when the entire clan was at home celebrating without me and bless my decision-making skills, i spent it with someone who doesn’t care about anyone but herself.
and ahem…(clearing my throat*) i want to kill myself for not buying the skateboard ive been drooling over for months now.
oh hell…imoutttahere…gottagofetchmyegoback.
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